Less than a day

Mistress Amanda will be here in less than a day, and i cannot even contain my excitement.  it has been almost a month since we were last together.  i have been cleaning up the apartment to ensure that She will be comfortable when She gets here; someone could be punished if the Queen was greeted by a pig sty.

Today is the last day of experimentation with the CB6000, trying the various rings and spacers for the perfect comfortable fit.  Once She locks it up, i will have to grin and bear it if i have chosen a less than comfortable configuration.  She would let me out if i were risking injury or something serious, but She is adamant that my devotion by chastity be on Her terms and timetable.

Even after waiting almost a month, i cannot say if i will have the pleasure of orgasming with Her, or worshipping Her gorgeous body and pussy.  i really don't know what is in store.  When we had our long weekend, our fun was largely experimental and new.  Don't get me wrong, that was absolutely great to feel those feelings for the first time.  She is growing into Her role as the Dominant and i could not be happier that She is discovering what She wants and how She wants things done.

If you read the under the boot blog, he mentioned that it started out as his kink and he was directing the activities, but as his Wife got more comfortable, She took over and now he merely obeys.  i am swelling inside my CB6000 just thinking that my relationship with Mistress Amanda will blossom much like that one has.  What made me think of Mistress Amanda following the same trajectory is what occurred on the phone just moments ago:

i had told Mistress Amanda that i was locked up and how the experimenting was going.  She wanted no part of hearing about it because She had not accepted control.  She asked me if i was ready to give over the control to Her and i had to pause and think for a second.  i am attempting what i think will be the most comfortable fit, i have been training myself into the device with increasing hours too.  After deliberating, i answered that i was not ready, for two reasons.  i needed one more day to experiment and try to get the fit right, and the second and more important reason is that when Mistress Amanda officially locks it for the first time in a non-experimental setting, i think it more appropriate to be in person and for Her to hold the actual key.

i sent Mistress Amanda an email this morning describing how it felt when the metallic click of the lock sounded as i pushed the pieces together.  i have been having to pause to shut the lock and it is almost ceremoniously  that i do this because i am savoring the moment and the sound.  The action of giving my devotion to Mistress Amanda signified by a staccato click.  Next time i hear the click, it will be Her beautifully manicured fingers that squeeze the lock together, followed by what will very likely be a toothy grin.